across my universe

School

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 06:39:22 GMT

School starts soon. Hm.

I keep listening to these songs over and over...

George Micheal's "faith", "amazing" & "i want ur sex"

ok thats all

hello again

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 22:38:27 GMT

im am back and i am done with my poetry stuff, i deleted it since no one was paying any mind.
i'll post later. maybe. vote kerry.

pay day...

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 04:38:13 GMT

I got my first pay check today, $160! I dont know what to do with it, this is what i might buy:

Bior Pour Strips
Crest Whitening Strips
Fiona Apple "When The Pawn"
Fiona Apple "Tidal"
New Shoes
New Outfit
"I Am Sam" DVD
"Waiting For Guffman" DVD

addition

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 07:40:15 GMT

this is a last minute poem i added to 'zeal'...

11. child of good

ive been here a long many years
and some have done more than i

now all i do is cry these tears
what ill do, i suppose, until i die

but nothings gunna change my life
until i am sent an angel to love and
cherish like, what?

but nothings gunna change my life
i need a new drug, i need to be thrown
out of my shell, i need it like a
king to his queen
and i mean what i mean
and i want anyone elses life

when a king acts as his pawns
he wins, and when a knight acts
as his stallion, he looses

images of my life, the characters
fill my head over to no end

up and back again
child of my life, find me now
child of my life, please, please
find me now
sounds of laughter ive forgotten
i cant remember
i feel hot ice and cold amber
why cant i feel like everyone else
why cant i live like everyone else

but nothings gunna change this life
nothings gunna change my life
child of my hood
wont you find me
child of my good
wont you cry for me

because ive lost you
ive lost who i used to be
and i miss you
do you miss me?

9. lover box

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 04:40:22 GMT

i released '9. lover box' out of my new poetry collection 'zeal' to alot of poetry forums today. it's getting good responses, except the person that said it reminded him of pussy...he's probably jerking it right now. Work was boring today, and my co-workers are all so loud and annoying. things im loving right now:

cold, cold water
fiona apple
the song 'across the universe'
the song 'fast as you can'
the song 'pieces of me'
chocolate chip cookies
my 'EURO' shirt
knowing im going to get money
being young
AXE body spray
my big sister, aspen
my manager, lety
the song 'criminal'
vh1
my AE grey colored sneakers

lyrics

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 06:13:26 GMT

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind,
Possessing and caressing me...
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
They call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe....
Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter, shades of earth are ringing
Through my open ears inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a
million suns and calls me on and on
Across the universe...
Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Jai guru deva

criminal

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 06:09:37 GMT

i know that is criminal that i have never actually used a livejournal until now, but i have a zeal to update this particular journal!
first off, this journal can be used in conjunction with this board:

http://p084.ezboard.com/bcestkylie

i'm reading 'big fish' its alot better than the move...not unlikely, i know. there are so many great quotes and small pieces that keep fitting together and its really just a great book. i'm writing my second collection of poetry, mostly about determination, as the first was mainly about the place of my life im in religiously speaking.